Always, Love you

當我跟kyoko說，時間會帶走傷痕、讓其他的女生進入的你生活，才能夠重新站起來，忘記過去。他說不可能，他只要跟她在一起，他不可能忘記她。
當我跟kyoko說，忘記她，不要再時時刻刻思念著她，不然你要怎麼過你的生活？你要怎麼快樂？他跟我說，跟她在一起，就是快樂。

Always - Bon Jovi



This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

2008.9.20 我們分離的日子。
妳問我要去哪裡，我輕觸妳的胸口說：我已經不在這裡了，我還可以去哪裡？

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up
Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

我不敢打開家裡書房的抽屜，裡面滿滿的是妳我的回憶。而我連面對他的勇氣都沒有。

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

我問我是否喜歡妳，是否妳就是我這輩子的唯一？
我無法回答。

因為我知道如果是我，我會跟我說，她只是你生命中那段中的唯一，但卻不是你一輩子的唯一。
Walk freely and take nothing but memories...

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

當妳說，我不知道怎麼讓妳當一個小女人。
當妳說，兩年以來，妳沒有變的更喜愛我。

我看著過去的照片，懷疑每一張背後的笑容到底隱藏著多少的無奈。

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

妳說他給了妳依賴的感覺。
妳說他比我更能夠掌握妳的一顰一笑

我不是應該笑著讓妳走嗎？我不是一直告訴自己如果有更好的人出現，就不應該把妳強留在身邊嗎？

為什麼我還會心痛？

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you
Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

妳說，要是妳不在了，那我怎麼辦？
現在妳不在，而我知道了。

如果我早就預見分離的痛苦，當初還會不會擁抱妳、對妳說出我愛妳？

如果不能再跟妳看到明天的夕陽，我還會不會爬上屋頂和妳一起凝視雲林的日出？

如果不是妳，我是不是不夠堅強？我是不是一無是處？

那我自己呢？

我是不是曾經值得妳花兩年的時間喜歡我？當妳走到人生的最後，回頭看過自己的一生，我是不是會在妳的回憶裡面？

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

我終究會忘記妳。

但是我會愛妳， Always