Artist：No Vacancy
Song：Heal Me. I'm Heartsick

Heal me, i'm heartsick
I'm hungry and i'm broken
I'm haunted, and weeping
Theblood of heaven flowing like a river tonite, tears i can't fight on my own
I'm a haunted, heaving, i'm hung and barely breathing
The drowning ocean, snuff the sun in motion.
Theres a pill on my tongue, a shot from a gun , the bottles bottom
I'm lonely as a star

(Chorus)
So heal me, i'm heart sick
Hungry, but i can survive on you
Heal my heartsick hungry cries
I'm heartsick

Father, free me. mama , woman, feed me.
Child of fury, lost his way but don't worry.
I won't stop til the dawn,
Though i'm in too long on the run i grow strongad restless as a dog

(Chorus)

*guitar solo*

Heal me
I'm heart sick
I'm hungry and i'm broken
I'm haunted, and weeping
The blood of heaven flowing like a river tonite
Tears i can't fight on my own

(chorus)x2

好久沒有哭了，上一次哭泣應該就是一年前的錢塘，我因為最後一次參加我心愛的合唱團比賽而落淚。

其實中間還有幾次看電影或是小說有種想落淚的情緒吧，不過都沒有真的落淚。

我今天是看著什麼而哭呢？是什麼勾起我的情緒？說出來妳一定不信，我看著我的Mail列表開始落淚、我看著Spam、EDMs的Labels開始哭泣、我聽著Heal Me. I'm Heartsick開始落淚，我寫著這篇文章落淚。

我不知道我是害怕失去、還是愧疚、還是心痛，也許都有....

哭過、比剛剛好了一些、心口不再悶到我難以忍受了....

還會有多少次這樣的循環？